Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Ironic

Well, that relationship I was talking about in my previous post...Yeah, it lasted 6 days. I couldn't handle it anymore. Sounds crazy, right? I couldn't handle being treated well? I don't know, it just seemed like too much --- I don't like being called "honey" and "baby" and "sweetie" and "darlin" every time you're speaking to me. My name is SARAH!!!! Try using THAT! I'm far too independent to need to be with someone 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Or maybe I just haven't found the person that I'd be OKAY with spending that much time with. Yeah, I'm guessing that's it.

Then there's always the past coming back to bite me. Texting me from time to time, letting me know he's still there, and still holding my heart. Why do I let him have this control over me, and how do I stop it???

I got my laptop back, so...There will be more to come soon!