Well, that relationship I was talking about in my previous post...Yeah, it lasted 6 days. I couldn't handle it anymore. Sounds crazy, right? I couldn't handle being treated well? I don't know, it just seemed like too much --- I don't like being called "honey" and "baby" and "sweetie" and "darlin" every time you're speaking to me. My name is SARAH!!!! Try using THAT! I'm far too independent to need to be with someone 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Or maybe I just haven't found the person that I'd be OKAY with spending that much time with. Yeah, I'm guessing that's it.
Then there's always the past coming back to bite me. Texting me from time to time, letting me know he's still there, and still holding my heart. Why do I let him have this control over me, and how do I stop it???
I got my laptop back, so...There will be more to come soon!
About Me
- SarahLee
- salt lake city, utah, United States
- I'm sarahlee. I live in the sugar house neighborhood of salt lake city. it's ghetto and unpretentious and i love it. i love boys with bangs (pierre bouvier, chuck comeau, john allred, benton paul, etc.) music and lyrics are my life. and i love my djembe. :)
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I'll call you Sarah. Always.
Sorry, I sent the same one twice because it didn't post. Apparently you screen your comments. Do you screen your calls?
You are on the right track about it's just not the right guy treating you well. When a great guy treats you well, but you don't like him enough it becomes suffocating. I ran into that a few times and had to end it as soon as possible. Why is it that when the wrong guy treats you like crap it keeps you around longer? You just wait, you'll find the one that treats you well and you can't get enough of it. Love you babe!
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